a letter to sadness
wrote this on dec 12, 2022. as a tribute to our own self, let this be a reminder for me and you, that after all, we are all a human being and able to love our inner darkest side.
terima kasih sebanyak-banyaknya untuk sedih karena sudah membersamaiku di tiga tahun terakhir ini, much more than i could ever expected before. (i hope) i could never dismiss you, let alone vanish you from inside me. you’ll always be a part of me, but sometimes we may not have a great time together.. that you hug me a little too strong it makes me hurt
that’s okay and not okay, i know it’s new for both of us to accept and understand each other. for the easy way isn’t what’s written for us now, i’d say i believe that what we’re going through right now has already been written for us a long long time ago.
hey sadness, to be truly honest, i’ve no idea how our path would look like in the future — be it days, weeks, months, or years, ‘cuz we realize it all too well that the line always goes unexpected. so then i think i‘m just gonna let my soul bare a little bit bit more.. for i hope our hug always warms the both of us, or at least my hand would never let you go for the many many times. sorry i had kept you on the vault for a very long time, you must’ve been lonely, you must’ve been dying to see me
